This site is dedicated to the memory of Megadeth.
Megadeth AKA Mark, was born in Bayshore, NY on April 26, 1954. He is much loved and will always be remembered by all his friends and family.
I miss you honey, may Dio play 24/7 for your listening pleasure.
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On our 10 year angelversay I still miss you everyday. But at times I feel you, and know that in some way you are still here with me. Especially the dreams, the lovely dreams of us together like we had never been parted. I have come to realize that there is no moving on or leaving you behind there is only acceptance and getting used to the new life without you. But your always with me, in my heart and mind. But oh how I miss your physical presence. I will always love you most.
Marci
17th January 2021
Well its been 3 1/2 years now. I still miss you. My heart has partly healed, but there is still a hole, a piece you took with you. Hold on to it, it keeps us connected. That way we can visit in my dreams.
I have changed since that night. Not all of it for the better. But I am strong, and I can hold on to what we had and know it was something so rare. But I can't help but long for what could have been. So much I wish I could share with you, things I am trying now that we never did together. But I carry you in my heart, so I guess I took a piece of yours too. We are still connected in love. It does defy death. Love you MeeMour. Marci
Marci
14th July 2014
Today as I was loading up the things I have chosen to take with me I found myself crying, screaming, and going off like a mad woman.
Then tonight as I am sitting here watching Bones on hulu.com I found myself thinking for half a second oh "Marks going to call- wheres the phone?" then it slams back down, he won't ever call again.
If I can forget that he is dead for that long why not think someplace in the mind that is only trying to protect us, that they never were. Its too painful to think that what once was is gone. And might never be again. Insane? Maybe. But our minds do amazing things to keep us from going crazy and doing stupid stuff.
And as much as we loved, as DEEPLY as we once loved we must suffer now that that love is denied.
And only God knows how long we must be without love. Some of us go on to find it again in the living, others will pass before we once again hold the hands of the one we love. Some of us get both, there is so much room in the heart that each of us can love over and over again. And then there are many, many different kinds of love. Its wonderful and wondrous.
And yeah wine is my lover tonight, and it feels great. For a moment I can forget how much it hurts and enjoy and celebrate what was, and what I hope will be again. Maybe not in this world but certainly in the next.
OK now I must go cry. My dreams of this life are shattered, and I must go forth and dream more dreams. But I forgot how. I hope I will remember in my sleep. God bless you.
Guess I will have to open up and find the way once more. I hope....
Marci
20th February 2011